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Rant (Image post new time. Promise)

I've discovered the secret everyone! Move out of your parents' house with your unreliable sister and her best friend. Then you allow 1+ co workers to come live with you. Then invite your boyfriend, who doesn't have a job because his mom lost all of his important papers(birth certificate, social security card, ID), so he doesn't have any money. Then you wont have money to eat. You'll lose what you want and then some.

My sister's best friend move out because we caught her stealing money from us. She had the mailbox key so she was in charge of the bills and whatever other mail. The last one we caught her on she had left us a note on the counter saying "The electric bill is $144.(somechange) so rounded up is $145. Divided by 3 people is $49 rounded up. If divided by 4 people(including my co worker) then it's $37 rounded up. It's due (whatever date it was). Thanks :)." My sister thought that sounded too high so she called the electric company since her name is on it too and ended up printing out a list of the bills. It was only $96. So we would have paid the full bill. She had been doing it for months. Her reasoning for it was that we were stepping on her and taking advantage of her. She was asleep by the time I got home from work and was at work when I woke up everyday. I never saw her. whatever though. She's gone. Thank god. My brother moved in though and refuses to pay this months rent. so $450 from both my sister and me. That was pretty much my full check. I'm completely broke for another week.

The last few months have gone by in a daze. There are people her all the time. I'm tired of the drugs, the alcohol, the lack of sleep, the arguments. I'm tired of walking into work everyday scared I wont be back tomorrow. Since our old GM was forced into retirement and the old Assistant Manager got laid off, all the old workers drawers are all of a sudden coming up short, the rules are changing, they've fired the majority of the crew I've been working with for the last almost 3 1/2 years. They tried to fire me. My drawer mysteriously came up $96 short. I'm supposed to count the drawer before they sign me into it, everytime they do a pull and when the close my drawer at the end of the night. So when they called me in the next day on my day off to give me all three of my write up at one time and to tell me they were giving me a second chance but if I come up $5 over or short again they have the right to fire me no matter how good I am at my job. I disagreed and called Human resources when I got home. They agreed with me and I found out that I would have been fired the next day had I not done that. Fuck you you motherfuckers. I cannot afford your bullshit. You forget I'm not some disposable teenager you can get rid of and it wont really affect anyone. I need a fucking car already. I need to get the fuck out of this one little section on Vegas. New job, new apartment, new people.

I'm tired.

Anybody out there?

I'm planning a pretty big post but I just want to know if you guys are still around. Will anyone read it?

Thinspo

I have internet in my apartment!:D

Perfect timing too because I'm starting to feel like I'm getting out of control again. I should be getting a little bit of money that I'm owed from my brother tomorrow. I think I'm going to buy some fruit and yogurt and try to keep it simple the next few days. Then I'm going to do the lemonade cleanse after I get paid I get paid on Monday.

Thinspo!

Huge photopost!!

Am I just the smoke in your lungs?

The food in your stomach?

Some place soft to stick your dick when you're hard?

The body heat beneath the covers at the night?

That's about the extent of my worth, my value to you, isn't it?